does facing the truth make you uneasy? it does me. i think people who deal with their problems are far more courageous than those who choose to remain in them, afraid of being without the pain, or afraid of feeling more pain in trying to resolve things. i hope i am courageous. there have been…

today i noticed that my spirit is still just so weak. something has eaten away at me and i have trouble still just dealing with Christianity. much of the language upsets my stomach and gets my blood pumping. i’m hoping and praying that this summer my spirit will be strengthened. i hope that my hope…

walking on campus the past two days, i could smell the fresh cut grass, and memories of bare feet, sun tans, swimming pools, and popsicles come flooding in. i love to reminisce and romanticize all these memories. for me, summer is so lively and joyful. i’m so excited for its arrival. the countdown is now…

i am at home…in the sun. the sun has a way of shining life into what i often feel is a dark soul. like a plant, i truly feel the life that it gives me. at the university starbucks. i had a day at this starbucks, last year i think, that i just sat in…