open fields and wildflowers.

there is something about getting in my car and driving west that helps me see life differently. the sun shines brighter and music rings more true in my soul. i feel like i am just hanging out with God. this morning when i woke up, there was a bright blue sky and a sparkling sun!…

once again inspired by the desert.

i never thought taking a modern art class would inspire me so much. but i love it.one of my favorite paintings that we have studied so far is The Sleeping Gypsy by Henri Rousseau. not only do i completely love his style, but i am inspired by the fact that he was self-taught. (i hope…

some desires.

i want to know God. i want the gift of prophesy. i want to use what i love to make money and minister to other people. i want to go back to Senegal. i want to spend the time of sunrise in peaceful quiet and prayer. i want to love more and hold on to…

fragile as a leaf in autumn.

i don’t know how i feel about february yet. beautiful friendships are forming. i feel even more connected. but i also get closer and closer to leaving the people i love. i’m starting to not like the way our culture works. why must we all leave? and live far from our families?no matter where i…

wintry daze.

i wish that i could feel God every moment of every day. or at least that every time i sat down to spend time with Him, i could feel the joyful whirl of the Holy Spirit. but i don’t. and based on my conversations with other people, i’m guessing that most don’t experience this either….